I never knew that I would end up like this; waiting for a chance, for the both of us to be together. I never knew that turning my back on you could change evrything. I look back to the last memory of you going to me with regret. It hurts to see you happy with someone else now. But, at least you’re happy. I find it so unfair that most of my friends new that you liked me, yet it was also my fault. It never came to my mind that you would like me, because who would fancy soemone like me? I never thought about that because when we started our friendship I only focused on being friends and nothing more. But, as I saw you more often and when you introduced me to your friends, I developed a crush on you, something I never thought would happpen to me. Yeah, you’re cute, nice,smart,funny, and your like a heartthrob in our school and a lot of students has a crush on you. Still I never thought that it could happen.
So when I found out that you had a crush on me,I cried, yeah I cried. Why? Because I was filled with regret and a lot of emotions went running through me when my friend told me about you. I felt so bad and stupid, thinking that I could not have you, but all those times I could have had you by just showing signs that I like you too. Now, see what I did? We dont anymore acknowledge each other like we used to. No more smiles and “hi!”s and “hello!”s… I miss that. I miss your friendly and cute smile.
Now, everytime I see you, theres a mixture of sadness and regret. But, even though I feel those emotions, you still make my heart skip a beat. I’m actually happy that you’re happy but a little sad that I’m not the reason for your happiness.
Well, I just wish you the best in everything. I hope that you’ll always be happy. Good luck in all the challenges that you will face. I just hope that we can be together but I dont think thats possible but I also miss being your friend. So yeah… always smile… you’re a good person actually.
See this: friends-lovers-strangers. Yeah we’re that but I dont know if I can say that there is or no love in it. Oh how I never knew that something so simple could change a lot of things.